Why did I want another baby? Well I know why but I think that I must have forgotten what it was like being pregnant. I am miserable today again just like every other day it seems. I think that I am getting what my husband has had illness wise that is. Please NO!!!!!!!! I am not sure that I can deal with that too.
All night last night I was having contractions but I couldn’t take my contraction medication because my heart rate was so elevated. The meds make me so jittery and almost paranoid. My doctor told me not to take them if my heart rate is over 100 because it elevates the heart rate and could potentially cause a heart attack. Yeah and that is what I need. So last night I was laying in bed not moving at all so as to try and get my body to relax, but I think that my body was getting more irritated. So I was laying there crying having contractions staring at my medication knowing that I can’t take it. Oh it was awful.
So I wake up this morning and my tummy is so sore. Like I just did a couple hundred crunches or sit ups. I am still having intermittent contractions but my heart rate is still elevated. Oh what do I do at this point.
Things that I have tried this morning none of which worked
- Laying on my side
- Eating something warm
- Eating something cold
- Drinking something
But to my dismay nothing has worked this morning.
Well I am going to go for the moment and get ready to leave I have a friend that needs a ride to the Dr. office in a few. Thanks for reading. I hope that you like the new wordpress theme.
